Day 13

A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
 I will post later on.

::Connie Ambitious::

Day 12

How you found out about Blogger and why you made one

I wanted to make a blog. I googled make a blog and BLOGGER popped up. I made one, and the rest is history. I am still working on making this blog  bigger. I have always loved to write, draw, and doodle things. I decided to make a blog to share stuff with the world.

::Connie Ambitious::

Day 11

Another picture of you and your friends

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Day 10

Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad as of now Happy  Sad  Bored  Hyped  Mad  it's not from crime mob, but a group name called da bangaz ::Connie Ambitious::

Day 9

Something you’re proud of in the past few days I am proud of a few things...

1. my followers on TWITTER (@aye_connie) & BLOGGER are growing
2. I am networking more
3. I have been appected in the TRiO program at my college
4. I am getting better in my cheer stunts
5. I have cable and working on wireless internet
6. I am updating my blog, twitter, and youtube more

 ::Connie Ambitious::

I have this new flag counter on my page and I love it. I want to thank all the ppl for stopping by my site. Please leave comments. I don't bite lol. ::Connie Ambitious::

#nba

I was a Bulls fan, but then Mike left and I turned into a LAKERS FAN. I have been a fan since 1999. I was hooked the first time I laid eyes on KOBE. I was obessed. I wrote papers on him. I collected stuff with him on it. I have been a fan since he was "8". I AM NOT A LAKER FAN FOR THE NOW. i HAVE BEEN WITH THEM SINCE 99' AND I will be in the the future.  

 ::Connie Ambitious::

Day 8

Short term goals for this month and why 

1. Get higher grades
2. Master my motions in cheerleading
3. Apply to more job/ get hired
4. Learn a dance routine
5. Get more ppl at the BSU meetings
6. Work on line

The Realness

I don't understand how this happens. I communicate with a guy or whatever, and they tell me that they like me or whatever. They try to drop hints and make broking promises or whatever. Saying I can do this and that.  I hate when they try to put themselves in the role of my man. SMH. Sweetie no!!!! Like dude I never said that me and you are talking or you had a chance to begin with. So don't make plans for our future because there most likely isn't going to be one. I mean with you begin pushy and all. I am SINGLE amd I am loving it. I don't want no boyfriend. I know what I want and most dudes don't even come the fuck close. The cookie is tough, but it's  the truth. If sparks don't fly when we first meet, or any kind of something most likely IT'S NOT. I am not going to force myself to find something to like and not listen to my gut. The  ruth is I don't like you and if I did YOU WOULD KNOW because I would let you KNOW. ::Connie Ambitious::

My CURRENT PARTY JAM

 ::Connie Ambitious::

Day 7

A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

I really don't know. I am inspired by a lot of things, such as life, art, my dreams. The person that has the biggest impact on me is ME. I know that sounds stuck up, but it's like this the shit i do impacts me.

(insert pic of self here)

::Connie Ambitious::

Day 6

Favorite super hero and why?Supposed to be posted on 10-24-10 I don't have one. I like the Hulk and Wolverine. ::Connie Ambitious::

Day 5

A picture of somewhere you’ve been toSupposed to be posted on 10-23-10 I really don't have pics of places I have been. I have been to almost all 50 states, about 30. I would love to travel to Japan and France  

 ::Connie Ambitious::

Day 4

 A habit(s) that you wish you didn't haveSupposed to be posted on 10-22-10 1. Temper/ Attitude Problem:I wish I didn't have this attitude problem. When I get mad I feel like blowing shit the fuck up. I feel like beating the shit outta someone. This happens every time i get mad, it could be something lil or big. The anger level is high. DON'T LET IT BE SOMETHING REALLY BAD. I lost a friend from one of my temper things, but me and him are working things out slowly. I really am getting better. I learned to relax because I am too awesome of a person to be that way.  2. ProcrasationI wait until the last minute to do EVERYTHING. I am going to work on that. I am to me to be fucking up.::Connie Ambitious::

Day 3

A picture of you and your friendsSupposed to be posted on 10-21-10   My server is not allowing me to upload a picture I will do it in the morning.  ::Connie Ambitious::

Happy Birthday Love

Today is one of my inspirations birthday

::Connie Ambitious::

i LOVE THIS SONG

Common Feat. Pharrell / Announcement from Derek c e on Vimeo.  ::Connie::

My Priorities

• School (i want a 3.0 gpa)
• Black Student Union
• Cheerleading

::Connie Ambitious::

Blast From the Past

Wow this dude I use to talk to way back in the 8th grade. Just called me. I was shocked. I totally forgot about him, but the other day he did cross my mind (beliefly)-_- I have no idea what he wants. He probably realized what he passed up and it's hitting him hard. But I don't move backwards only forwards. I mean we could be friends, but as far as me and dude ever getting back together that WILL NEVER happen. He is a lil to late. He should have scooped me back then, but I am happy were I am in life.  I wouldn't change anything....well a few things maybe (but if I would have changed something in the past would it effect something in the future/present). I really don't know. ::Connie Ambitious::

Crying

I have been crying for the past hour or so. I cannot stop. I swear I never can be happy for too long because something comes along and shit on it. Ima have to do this one more time and after this never again. I DON'T THINK I will be strong enough.  ::Connie Ambitious::

Extremely Bored

 

i LOVE THIS SONG

 ::Connie::

#welldone #maybe

B***h, I'm the sh*t/ B***h, I'm the sh*t/ Repeat it your b***h/ Tell your b***h I'm the sh*t/ I'm so dis-disrespectful/ Ask them b***hes that you next to!  

 ::Connie::

Aww this is too sad

  R.I.P. to those lost in this fire. ::Connie::

My inspiration

 ::Connie::

Yeah3x

 ::Connie::

On Repeat

 I would love fr Tyga to drop that WELL DONE mixtape and that BLACK THOUGHTS 2 mixtape. I need them in my life that's my ear crack lol. But for real, I notice Tyga is hpye when he is on stage, in videos, and such, but in his on time he is very chill. I mean he is very laided back, and he is a THINKER (like myself). Thinker meaning he is constantly thinking all the time. ::Connie::

Come December 3rd...

 ...i will be seeing him and trey live.::Connie::

Plans

Ok since I don't have the money to buy the clothes. I will polyvore the hell out of POLYVORE, so so I can get these ideas out of my head.  I tend to blog hop. I see everyone is gettin' there hustle on and I an business nided. I need to start making a income soooo, I AM WORKIN ON SOME IDEAS. So next year I am going to Chicago's Fashions Night Out AND attend some fashion week events. Come this time next year. I WILL HAVE ACCOMPLISHED A LOT. I can't wait. Hint: Accessories make the outfit lol. I am going to hit up a few of my connections. ::Connie::

Flash Back

 This goes out to alllllll my crushes that make me HELLA shy. Some I have grown balls to actually speak to, others noooooooot so much. ::Connie::

Facebook Status

"I believe everything happens for a reason...I might not understand them some times, but I have learned to just go with the flow and relax...I will over analyze that shit outta stuff lol...I am done doing that...If it meant to be it will. I am not going to try to change God's plan, it's impossible. that is all." I mean as much as I would like for things to happen...they don't always go as I want them to. I am just going to  focus on me and not so much other ppl. It is going to be hard because I have a big heart. I casn't help but care for others, even if they are being asses. I HAVE TO CHANGE THAT. ::Connie::

Tyga

::Connie::

I have abandoned the hell out of my tumblr. I am trying to get the hang of blogger. I still need to work on somethings. I want to accomplish making my own layout of some sort. I also would like some more followers. I would like to have like 30 followers by december 31, 2010. The year has went by sooooo fast I swear, lol. So if you like what you see tell a friend.   

 ::Connie::

Tyga

 ::Connie::

 

I leap frog the most and then fetal from time to time.

♣

Due to a lack of money. I am not able to express myself fashion wise, but as soon as I get some money. It's going to be on a popping. I hope this job comes thru for me.  I also need to start taking more photos, and learning how to use my photshop elements. I have a nikon touch screen camera and photoshop elements 7 or 8. It's start. It's better than nothing. I also need to get SOME DECENT INTERNET in here. I need to work on making layouts and such. That's it for now. Ta Ta ::Connie::

Random

Girls are like

apples on trees. The best

ones are at the top of the tree.

The boys don't want to reach for

the good ones because they are afraid

of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they

just get the rotten apples from the ground

that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples

at the top think something is wrong with

them, when in reality, they're amazing.

They just have to wait for the right

boy to come along, the one

who's brave enough

to climb

all the way
to the top
of the tree.
borrowed from megan
 
::Connie::

Me

 ::Connie::

I love WILLOW SMITH

 I am like this O_o the whole time::Connie::

Day 2

The meaing of the blog's title, "Beauty, Brains, and Swag" it is something I say. I am not just beautiful, but I smarts and I have personality/ swag. I mean sure I am gorgeous, but there is more to me than my looks. I am tired of dudes just seeing me for looks. "Cute face, nice size". I have so much more to offer my outter appearance, but most dudes don't wanna see past the looks. It's hard being beautiful, smart, and having personality. I swear. Then dudes get mad at me when I see the obvious, which is they don't want me FOR ME, but my looks.
 The link/url's name "Hello, my name is Connie", is just my way of saying hello to the world. I am a very interesting person. I think the world should low key know me because I am awesome. I am entertaining. I love to have fun. I have a VERY opened minded. I try to stay drama free, but drama likes to follow me. I am random most of the time.
 ::Connie::

Day I

A Recent Pic and 15 Interesting Facts 

Yeah I look a lil rough lol. It was taken of guard lol.

1. Whenever Chris Brown peforms, dances, and sing a song wil soul I GET CHILLS.

2. I am in love with someone, but S I N G L E

3. I don't know how to drive or own a DL.

4. I have a zero to none BULLSHIT TOLORENCE.

5. I got to chill wit Tyga and his crew on 10-14-10

6. I am a skinny person with a BIG appetite lol

7. I love fashion accessories.

8. I never got on a plane.

9. I sleep with my 15 year old TEDDY BEAR sometimes *so what lol*

I had to stop do to something very important last night.

10. I am flexible.

11. I am a picky eater.

12. I wanted to be ballerina, gymnist, and a figure skater.

13. I am a go getter.

14. I think most guys are pieces of shit (or at least the ones that are attracted to me).

15. I am smarter than I let on, but I am known to have some SLOW moments.

::Connie::

Tyga

 ::Connie::

Rewind...stop...and Go...30 Day Challenge Again

I started a challenge during the summer, but I got too busy to finish, so I am going to start again. I was reading a blog itssimplytrishh and she helped me remember my challenge. Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 02- The meaning behind your Blogger name

Day 03-A picture of you and your friends

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn't have

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

Day 24- A letter to your parents

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

Day 26- What you think about your friends

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned?

Day 30- Who are you? Original 30 Day Post Original Day 1Original Day 2Original Day 3Original Day 4No Day 5Original Day 6Original Day 7Original Day 8Original Day 9Original Day 10Original Day 11Original Day 12   ::Connie::

Idk

Every since I was little, I have been drawn to entertainment industry. Growning up my mom would tell me stories of her teenage years. She was friends with a lot of celebrities. I can't shake the feeling that I will be  friends with a lot of celebrities too. I am not a teenager anymore, but when I look at famous people I think about how they are when the camera is off and they are just kicking it. I wonder if they are cool and laid back or bitchy and diva-ish. I know celebrities need their private time and personal space.I am not trying to break into the INDUSTRY in any way or form. That life is not for me, but I want to know a lot of famous people. I want to work behind the scenes, but get the VIP treatment as well. I am not going  to be on some groupie ass kisser type shit either. That is not me. I am just going to be myself. I don't know what the future holds for me, but I think it is something big.    I was thinking on changing my major, but I don't know WHAT. There are a lot of things I want to do. I want to document things, like concerts and events. I love to write. I just wnat a job that I would love, and can have a nice income every month, so stop worrying so much.I just want to make enough money so that my kids will never have to worry. I want to make my own money and NOT depend on a man. That's why I couldn't be a groupie or golddigger. This I guess. I will need one chance just one. I am the President of Blcak Student Union. I am very business like every where I go. I cannot not think about the business aspect of things, like how things are runned or who does what.  Every since the Tyga concert I have been thinking a lot about this. I wish I knew where to start. I guess I will have to figure that out myself. ugh. *sighs* I think I want to be a personal assistant, camera girl or something like that. ::Connie::

♥ First Time ♥

 This song is so sweet. I love it. ::Connie::

Gemini Love

 The Gemini Twinz have a single "Dorm Room" and it will be release in less then 20 minutes on Oct. 18th. They want to reach their goal of 5,000 on click here it will be in the Top 10 list. It only cost $2, and that's nothing. They will be granted with 2 tours overseas, endorsements, and bunch of other things.
If you love the Gemini Twinz and support them, then let's show them we care.
Check them out :Twitter Facebook Youtube Blog  

 ::Connie::

Gimme Dat

Anyone who REALLY knows me, know that I love Ciara. I can't wait until she goes on tour. I well be there. I want to get a good seat.    ::Connie::

o_o

Music is my life. I don't knnow what I would do with out it. There's a song for every mood or thought I have. I love it. I am going to focus on me from now on. I think the whole Tyga experience has opened my eyes a lot. I was waiting for stuff to come to me or basically playing it safe. That isn't like me. My mom says that I am a go-getter and I have always been that way every since I was lil. I have no problem working in a team, btu sometimes I just want to do me.

::Connie::

#Tyga

I have been up for about an hour absorbing all this stuff. Tyga is following me on twitter @aye_connie.I almost had a heart attack.  

in his dressing room O_o @ The Light Dreams and Nightmares

NEXT TIME IMA STAND UP AND HUG HIM LOL.

I say next because I plan on seeing him the next time he is out here.

::Connie::

#Team Tyga

Listening to Circus Souvenir by Tyga

*Click on pics to make enlarge*
 Yesterday, I commented on Tyga's facebook status.     I won some tickets and go to meet him. I was so shocked. I love Tyga. I am not just saying that. I mean sure he is famous, but people are still not giving him his props. I have witnessed it more than a few times in person. He really is underrated. Smh. So, I took upon myself to go hard for Tyga every chance I can get. I also am working with The Gemini Twinz and Trell (local chicago artists). I just want good music to be heard. I mean Tyga has to work hard. He is a part of Young Money. People focus on Wayne, Drake, and Nicki (I support them).  I was nervous all night. I took the train to Downtown Chicago. I walked to The Chicago Theater, and there was two lines one for women and men. I had my friend with me and I didn't want to part with him.   I was excorted to will call. That's where I met Jess Jackson, Tyga's producer. Jess was really nice. He had this nice britsh accent ^_^. He gave me my tickets, and helped me look for my friend who i manage to lost lol. We had balacony seats. 

We took a break. My friend/brother Miguel bought some SKITTLES that cost $4 *smdh* i wouldn't have done that lol

  I really didn't care what sits I had. I just wanted to see Tyga perform. As I was waiting, they had a board you could text messages to. I was mad because I left my cell in the house lol. I wasn't thinking straight. Anyways, all I saw was people texting Drake this and that. I was like where the hell is the love for Tyga. I mean sure it was Drake's Tour, but Tyga was there too. Shid lol. 

 I got one. I also sent Tyga an "Connie loves you Tyga" on, but I didn't record it lol. -_-
 Then, so dude name G-easy performed. He was decent. I just wanted to see Tyga. Finally, Tyga comes out. I was screaming LOUD. He performed "Im on it", "I'm So Raw", "Holla At Me", "Cali Love", "Loyality", "BMF Freestyle", "Hard in the Paint", a new so called "That's So Raw", and "Dueces" and then that was a wrap for him.  

*aww i sound so faint, but I was screaming and it's hard watching a concert and recording it* He was only on stage for about 25 minutes, which was a total bummer. I WANTED TO SEE HIM PERFORM MORE SONGS UGH. Anywho, I called Jay, so I could meet Tyga. I waited for him to call me back. I could have stayed to watch Drake, but I was like na.  Then, I walked around and waited for Jay to call me back, and I happened to run into him. I followed him. I met @Gedtrell. I noticed him because I am following him on twitter. I took a pic with him.  I was nervous because I could see Tyga up close. He was taking pictures wit fans.  I took a pic with him.  When he touched my back I wanted to faint lol. He took about 35 pics, and went to his dressing room. The dudes that are in his crew are cool as hell. 

I chit chatted with him. I was doing most of the talking. *I usually do lol* I asked him a few questions. He was very chill. I mentioned something about his drunk tweets from when he was at a club in DC. He wanted to see my blog. I reall didn't want to show him because it needa A LOT OF WORK LBS. I typed the link in (I messed it up like 5 times. I was that nervous). He looked at my blog.   I made him smile and peep his laptop screen MY BLOG. oh yeah lol. He had to change his shirt. I turnt away, but then I started to watch. SHID WHY NOY? I asked him if I could have tha shirt, and. he said yes. I almost lost it. The shirt smelled really good. (I love a good smelling man). I TOOK A PIC WITH HIM IN HIS DRESSING ROOM. I NEED TO GET IF FROM Jess Jackson. We went upstairs, so he could perform "Bedrock" with Drake.  

 

A pic of Jess & Tyga

Via Facebook.com/tyga
 

Then back to a chilling area. I really didn't know what to say or do. I didn't want to suffocate him or anything. I didn't even take a lot of pics. I recorded a few videos of somethings.  

I love this pic

We went upstairs, so he could take more pics with fans. He was outside and I said somethng a chi-town's weather. Then he left. We was almost mobbed by girls. Tyga's body guard DR was on point with guarding Tyga and my friend. I ended the night with a hug from Tyga @gedtrell.  

 

I hope the next time they come out here I could kick it with them again. I really liked hanging with him. I wish he had some merch I could have gotten. I DID GET A SHIRT OFF HIS ACTUAL BODY DOE!!!!   

If he had me on his squad I would have made sure he had it before the tour even started. BUT THAT'S JUST THE BUSINESS SIDE OF ME -_- Kicking it with him made me realize how much i want to be a celebrity assistant. I HOPE HE REMEMBERS ME. I also want to apologize if I TALKED A HOLE IN HIS OR HIS CREW'S HEAD LOL. I was hella nervous. I HAD THE BEST FIRST CONCERT EXPERIENCE EVER. 

And if your reading this Tyga. I meant every word I said in that status from the bottom of my heart: I love you. i think you are very talented, and underrated. i learned your cypher first. i would really love to meet you and see you perform. i have never been to a concert. i have every single song you have ever spit well the ones i can get on the internet. lol. you are my favorite young money artist.I am still in shock. I will be for awhile. I was truly blessed. I want to thank Tyga  for allowing me to kick it with him. I hope he follows me on twitter @aye_connie.  aaaaaauuuuugggggghhhhh *tyga voice* P.s. where was mines tyga? 

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::Connie::

I love these songs

  ::Connie::

#Tyga

Uh, you can try hit me wit a nape palm,im already smoky, and your more faizon big worm, bet five she put her lips on,oh muhfucka cuz im 3 bar now thay all hooked, uh nate dogg, silence is gold, gold chains and go ya'll,so you tatted up now your me, ha ha great job,ya'll be foolery,clowns wit they face drawn,i got the recipe,now i cook the rae'kwon,uh, too much makeup that's a muddy face,i don't chase bitches, i chase cake,i don't eat beef but i heart steak,all my pray in the air then i say grace,sheesh thelma and louise,want to get away don't run from me,im getting money, ya'll roller blading on the beach,it's young money, cash money, FREE WEEZY-Tyga 2010 Bet Cypher ::Connie::

Current Ringtone

 I love Lloyd::Connie::

No title Needed.

I should be in bed right now. I am going to finish watching Toy Story 3, and then do so. I have 2 classes tomorrow, and practice. I need all the sleep I can get. It's hard to sleep when I have so many thoughts running thru my mind. ugh. i need to try because I will regret in it the morning. Oh and I got my laptop back. I am tooo siced though. you feel me lol. ok good night. I just figured if i could take time to check out some of my favorite blogs I could update mines. ::Connie::

New Hair

::Connie::

Box that hang to my back

#onrepeatinmyhead

The sheets the pillows the dresser

The covers the mattress the passion

Making love girl you scratchin me up

But it's cool cause I love when we touchin

I love when we kissin

Sexin you be scratching me up...
 
 
::Connie::

Update

Oh my goodness. I have been without my laptop for a week. I have been going to wait another week. I swear. I don't know what to do. Well I didn't get the job, but I will continue to look.  I have made contact with my crush.Oh my goodness he makes me nervous. I just want to be friends with him though because I am not looking for a man. They just make everything complicated.  Anyways, I have been going through some things lately. I really missed blogging and I think about it all the time #nojoke. I am going to try to send stuff from my email or something like that.  ::Connie::