I need to get in touch with myself again. I need to realize that no dude has got my back. All they want to do is fuck and will do anything to do it. Once they fuck it is like you are disposible. I have heard and read plenty of stories from females. Now im not saying most dudes are like this but MOST are. Most dont want to committe, just fuck or whatever. And some of the ones that are in a relationship cheat or are with someone who cheats on them. Relationships are harder than learning a new language. I want a relationship but i dont feel like getting to really know someone and learn to trust them. I mean guys just dont give a care. If it aint about fucking than it aint about shit.

I have been really busy with school. I havent been bloggin much. I only have like 4 or 5 weeks left. I am happy. I am still looking for a job doe. Ima keep applyin to places until i get hired. I will be startin to call them. On the 19th mcdonalds is hiring and i plan on goin to like 3 or 4 of them.

Oh yeah and me my crush from my basketball class had a fall out and he stop talking to me. I am going to be alone for ever.

I am about to have a FULL ASS HOUSE. Ugh. I guess Im have to just deal with it. Thus is life.

UNTITLED.

Today was 84 degrees outside and it felt like it. I swear. I was dying, but I was enjoying the weather very much. I went to a cookout today and enjoyed it very much.::Connie Ambitious::

New Obsession

I went thrifting the other day. I am getting ready for the summer. I found some ralph lauren shorts that would cost $80 *googled it* only for $3. I was winning. I bought them for a friend. I need to make sure i take a list in there with me so i wont buy stuff i dont need. lol.  ::Connie Ambitious::

Click Click Click Flash

I have a camera that I don't hardly use. I need to start using it more. I mean shit I got it to document my life and never use #shame. I will start taking pictures everyday and everywhere I go. I will post the ones that best fit the post or something like that.

i am loving this outfit though *pic i found*

 ::Connie Ambitious::