I am Connie Ambitious

I am trying my hardest to focus on school, but the lack of money, a car, and health insurance is distracting me. I need a Job like now.

::Connie Ambitious::

The Deal--i--o

I am sorry. I have been abandoning my blog. School just started and I have been focusing on trying to get my 3.5 gpa this semester. I just found out the other day that one of my classes was dropped so I am hella pissed. I am still looking for a job. I can feel one coming soon. When I get home relax, do homework, eat, get ready for bed and get ready to get up at 7:30 in the morning.All I am doing is going to school and looking for a job. I am also cheerleading. I take the bus everywhere so when I get home I am tired. ::Connie Ambitious::

I have been applying for jobs all day. Getting a job is oh so important to me right now. In other news, school starts on tuesday. I can't wait. I have a cheerleading practice on monday...yeah on MLK Day. I am not sure how that is going to turn out because my aceboon coon, night not be able to cheer do to some personal reason. I need to go to sleep because I just did an online app and said i was a dude. smdh. I hop that doesn't infer with me getting that job. I applied to 5 places today. I am on a roll. ::Connie Ambitious::

New Zodiac Sign

Capricorn: Jan. 20 - Feb. 16

Aquarius: Feb. 16 - March 11

Pisces: March 11- April 18

Aries: April 18 - May 13

Taurus: May 13 - June 21

Gemini: June 21 - July 20

Cancer: July 20 - Aug. 10

Leo: Aug. 10 - Sept. 16

Virgo: Sept. 16 - Oct. 30

Libra: Oct. 30 - Nov. 23

Scorpio: Nov. 23 - Nov. 29

Ophiuchus: Nov. 29 - Dec. 17

Sagittarius: Dec. 17 - Jan. 20

I DONT APPROVE AT ALL...IM A FUCKING GEMINI TO THE DAY I DIE...FUCK  THAT SHIT...I am reppin it until i die...new zodiac sign considered yourself ignored. click here for more info

::Connie Ambitious::

oh I just had a crazy practice today. I will tell ya'll about it next tuesday after the game...i have my reasons...oooohhh ican't wait....until then. ::Connie Ambitious::

Old vs. New

I will go on record and say this I don't like that new uniforms they look like shit. I want my unitard BACK.  I want my old uniform back to the new ones are ugly. I don't like this season either.

Meet Stephen Christopher

He has the dopest style ever. I love how he dresses. He goes thirfting all the time and he finds the nicest stuff.

I could look at him dress all day.

He is a fashion genius lol.

Check him out

http://stephenchristopher.tumblr.com/

The pictures belong to him.

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From my facebook

I promised myself I was going to be NORMAL because when I speak the truth I am CRAZY. I am not understanding why people try to ignore the facts that are in front of them. People are always saying how people are this and that, and are quick to judge and point the finger BUT they don't look at themselves. You say how people are snakes and ish, but you push away people that really care and want/try to put up with you. I am going to take in considration all the things I have just said because I am gulity of some of the stuff. I try to get to know people. I try to break the ice. I try a lot of things, but if you not trying to work wit me how are we going to get anywhere. I looked back on some old blog posts of mines. I said, "I want to meet new people" and I did, but I didn't build a friendship or anything because people are just STUCK THE FUCK UP. And I am tired of them BITCHIN ON FACEBOOK ABOUT BEING SURROUNDED BY FAKE PPL OR THEY ARE TIRED OF FEMALES/MALES. I tried to get to know you but you on bs. I want to get a higher GPA, and I did I have 3.2. I still ain't get a job, but I am in college and cheer for a school who couldn't get TWO FUCKS ABOUT US.

.::Connie Ambitious::

The Truth About Me pt.1

People are quick to judge me. They judge me by my looks, by the things I say or do, OR just how I am period. They never really try to get pass the shield I have up. They don't know shit I have been through. I didn't have a normal childhood, so I missed out on a lot of stuff. I missed out on socializing and stuff. I turned to books, and focused on school. It wasn't easy either. I hid my personal life from people. I stayed to myself. Most people look at me now and would have never known I was quiet in high school. I was quiet in some of my high schools. I have been to a total of 5. It's hard being the new kid all the time. I went from havin friends to having none, that is one reason I started keeping to myself. I figured that I wouldn't stay long enough to build a true friendship, so there wasn't a point trying. It is very rare that I am comfortable enough to share my past with people. Some people think I am weird, slow, crazy, bipolar, lame, a bitch, and other stuff. People hold things I have done in the past against me, even if it was an accident. Most of the time I say shit when I am really really mad that I don't mean it. I know I shouldn't say stuff, but I mean shit happens. People say they want to be friends or want to get to know me, but like always it's just talk. I have been hurt plenty of times, and my heart has been hurt too many times to count. I depended on people and they let me down. That's why I do trust easy and keep a GUARD UP. The first person I really opened up to was my best friend Dion. It wasn't easy either, I didn't tell him exactly when stuff happened, but I eventually did. The next person I opened up to was my friend Lavon. I felt I could trust him, but I am not sure if I can now. He really hasn't been a good of a friend like he should have. The next person I told was this dude name Antonio. I don't think he really gave a fuck when I told him. I told my bestie Ashley about my past and I know I can trust her. She has always been there for me. The family I am close with knows the truth about eveything. But now I want to tell the world...Looking at me most people would have never thought I have ever been homeless, but I have more then once. It is not a cool thing. It is very scary. I am a tough person and I am very strongwilled, but I am a very caring person. The stuff I have been through has made me tough. I used to care what people thought of me. I wanted to be accepted by everybody. But that was when I was little, now I could care less. I know who I am, and I shouldn't have to prove myself to anyone. I am one of the coolest persons most people will ever meet because I think outside the box. I value friendships a lot. I have known Dion since I was 14, and I am going on 21 now...I love him with all my heart. Gemini power lol. Wow the years have gone by I have learned a lot of lessons. I have learned some of them a lil late, but I have learned them. It's true when they say "it's better late then never". I changed people's names to their middle ones. ::Connie Ambitious::

smh

Wow the people at the Department of Human Services denied me a medical card. They said because I am too old, but I have been applying since I was 18. I am turning 21 this year. They said if I had a kid, or was expecting then I could get assistance. That is fucked up. They want me to be a statistic. I refuse to bring a child in this world without a stable life for myself and the baby. I don't want to depend on the baby's father for everything, even though I KNOW FOR A FACT HE WOULD LOOK OUT FOR US. They want us to depend on them. All I want is some health insurance. I am in school. I make good grades. I don't have a criminal background, and I stay out of trouble. SMH. it is really said how the governmet treat their own because I know they are looking out for immigrates. Oh well I will get me some coverage because I am trying to get some dental work done. ::Connie Ambitious::

10

I am so serious about getting a job. I will be applying to at least tem kob perday until school starts and then it will be about 4. Iam sorry, but Cheerleading might have to fall back. I am loyal, but loyality doesn't pay the bill. I would like one with some good pay and benefits, but as of now I just want to have a paycheck coming in. I am turning 21 this year and I want to celebrate it RIGHT. I am learning to keep my plans to myself because soem ppl like to idea jack becasue the are too late.  

::Connie Ambitious::

Yeah I finally did it.

I changed my number because a lot of ppl had it, and I feel as though if you are not going to use it then you don't need it. I am not giving this number out. If you want to talk see me in person, hit me up on twitter or message me on facebook.

Pics and Dinner

I went out with the crew yesterday we took pics pics and more pics. The pics well tell the story.  

 

We had a blast!!!!! lol

::Connie Ambitious::

♥ Dance

 I LOVE dancing. I am not sayin I am the best, but I could be if I practiced more. I have always loved dancing since I was little. I love to watch dance moves. I watch them and really get into them, like, I can feel the energy of the dancer. Dancing to some is just a thing, but to me it's not. When I dance, I am free. Now this year I will practic more and not just watch ppl dance. Sometimes when I watch dance battles I want to join in, but my technique it's that good. I be holding back for some reason. Like I dance and then I be half assing it. I need to work on that to when the time does come I can dance with the big boys. Dancing is in my blood. I really mean it. My mom and father are dancers. My mom was semi-professional self-taught. My dad was a professional self-taught back up dancer for Salt-N-Pepa. Whenever I hear music, I either dance or think about a dance routine. I agree with Chris totally!!!! Some of my idols Teyana Taylor  Chris Brown AND OF COURSE JANET & MICHAEL JACKSON ::Connie Ambitious::

Well I been thinking about changing my blog title from Brains, Beauty and Swag to something else. I have been thinkin about changin it for a while. ::Connie Ambitious::

Day 21

It's late, but I need to finish what I started...  Picture Of Something that Makes You Happy  

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Re-colored Blonde

I dyed my hair blonde again. I loved it before I had to do it again. My mom did added the blonde wet and wavy.

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My New Year's Resolution

I plan on learning how to play basketball.I plan on staying celibate.I plan on gettin my braces finally.I plan on gettin my driver's license.I plan on learingn how to type faster.I plan on working on my blogs, youtube, and internet based things.I plan on gettin a job and keeping it. I need to start having money saved and available when I need it.I want to C.G.P.A of 3.5 or 4.0. I am smart it's best my grades show it more. I  NEED TO STOP PROCRASINATING.I need to work on my attitude problem.I would like to get my hair healthier again.I need to get out more and document it.
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Good Bye 2010...Hello 2011....

Just in case I am busy HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! Make 2011 a good one. ::Connie Ambitious::