School + Part-Time School job = smiles ::Connie::

Untitled.

Ok I need to try not to eat this money away. I am a fat ass, and spend most of my money on food, so I am going to TRY to save some so I can do other stuff with it. Like get my nails done, buy some new headphones, go to $5 monday and see a movie, go to the city and do something cheap, or whatever else comes to my mind.  I am also going to take more pics today. I  have tryouts/practice today so O_o. I wonder whats going to be in store for that. 

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#facebook rant

 

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Ugh. Why is the dude I love in another state? I just want to be with him. I tried to date other dudes, but it seems pointless. The one person I want to be with I can't. I hate that we live in two different states. It makes everything hard. There are a lot of things that I would love to do with him. I can't even do things couples do. And the dudes I talk to don't want to do much. They are boring. All they want to do is be lil players and shit. I am tired of trying to find someone that can come close to you. I swear I live in a fantasy world because reality is not what it seems. I have a very creative imagination. I don't even think there is even a point in trying anymore. I AM TIRED. I am tired of doing that getting to know you stage with dudes. I mean they say they want to get to know me but they actually don't.  ::Connie::

A must see. I CAN'T WAIT.

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So I didn't get the job *tear*, I am a lil disappointed, but thats their lost. I know what I can do. I hate RESUMES. Oh well back to the drawing boards. I received my first paycheck from the school. I have a lil problem because $25 is missing. I will have to talk to someone about that because I need my monies 

::Connie::

Night Stand

I put my night stand together yesterday 

yeah I worked so hard on this thing. I don't even want to look at it.

&heart;

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Purple and Green

Tryouts was crazy. Ok first we signed this paper saying that the school wasn't liable for us if we get hurt. I am like ok I don't have any insurance. We learned a cheer "Go Purple" *motions* "Go Green" *motions* Go P-S-C *motions*.I need to practice that.  Then coach asked us if any of us stunted before I ain't say anything (only because the last time I didn't count it as a stunt. I was hella scared.) Coach was like "Consuella raise your hand". I did. they put me up in the air after a few tries. I move too fast for them. I must remember to wait for them to count because we are working as a team. I need to practice that as well.   

 

somethinglike this but it was three people

We also worked on our jumps. I don't like them. I don't know how to do a pikes or a toe touches that well they look weak.

pike

 

toe touch

Coach is still in the process of picking the team. Even though 4 girls are already guarnteed a spot. *thinking some things to myself. I really hope that this Cheerleading Season is organized because the one last year wasn't. I only have cheered one year and I still am at beginner's level in my book.  I think I am going to have to go into self-teaching mode. I am going to do some research because I don't like to be the weakest link. I might be being a lil hard on myself, but I am some what of a perfectionist. I really want to be on the team.  Our next meeting/tryouts/practice is on Tuesday September 21st, 2010 @5:45 pm  I will be there early and ready to learn.::Connie::

It's that Time

Today is the day I have been waiting on. I have tryouts. I want to be on the team, but if I don't make it for some odd reason  than I ain't gon cry. I already have my hands full with other things anyways. I am just going because I told other ppl I was. 

 Old picI was at practice. I hate them damn loose shorts.  ::Connie::

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2 More Days

In two days, I will be trying oout for cheerleading again. I pray that I make it on the team, but everytime I try out (this will be the third we had one this summer that didn't even count) Coach is like "I thought you wasn't trying out". I am like "I wasn't sure if I was doing to be able to do it do to family issuses. My whole thing is who is telling Coach this  things because I am not. I do post things on FACEBOOK, but for one you shouldn't take anything one facebook too seriously because of many reasons.Reason Number 1. It's just facebook.

Reason Number 2. It's part of the story not the whole story.

Reason Number 3. It's my damn business if anyone is going to tell her ANYTHING ABOUT ME LET IT COME FROM ME.

Reason Number 4. You have got to be a hater, if every move I make you right behind me making it.

(Come on now my life is not that interesting I only make it appear that way sometimes).

All these reasons add up to o

*My bestie has just oovoo'd me*

Ok like I was saying " All these reasons add up to one thing....There is a hater around me. I AM NOT SURE IF IT'S A FELLOW CHEERLEADER, but there is a snake hiding and I will find them.

 

 

Me and my bestie on the far right

I was in my zone

My bestie and me in that room that everything look yellow *ugh*

Waiting for the boys to come out so we can cheer.

Well that's it for now I don't want give away all my pics.

But stay tune for the results of the tryouts this saturday.

::Connie::

Busy Little Bee

 

I am keeping myself busy busy busy.

• President of BSU
• Staff Writer at Student Review- College Newspaper
• Member of The Photo Society
• Member of Film Club
• Possible Cheerleader- Not sure until Saturday
• Possible weekend Job-cross your fingers or pray either one would be liked

SN: I am up early for some reason. I don't know why because I went to sleep at like 12 something this morning. SMH Strange. lol.

I need to watch my mouth I curse too much, but it;s like a second language to me lol.

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I am just saying

I hate when I am blogging and there is someone over my shoulder trying to read what I am typing. NO NO NO, if you want to read what I am saying wait until I publish it. Don't try sneak a peak. 

This pic is from earlier this year. I am no longer a blonde. I am thinking about going blonde again.

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Really Chick Really???

This rachet ass female going text me from this dude I use to talk to's phone "saying bitch you ugly and you a hoe" and all this other stuff. I am like hold up hold the ef up. I thought is was that dude, so I was caught off guard and all lil hurt. I texted him to see how he was because his cousin who he call his brother died or whatever, but that was earlier in the day. I didn't really expect him to text me back for one because his response time for texting back is shitty. anywho she cussed me out and I was like ok this must be a female because this nigga know  better to come at me with MAJOR dissrespect, especially when I didn't do anything wrong. so then she was like this his girl. I am like yeah you got the girl part right. anyway she must have been bored and went there is phone or whatever. My whole thing is that is childish as hell. She must think I want her man or whatever, but he is not my type. I was trying my whole thing at dating. It actually isn't going well, but it doesn't matter because I put dating on hold right now.SN: I hate when I dude I am talking to or  ot even talking talking too, tries to tell me what to do. I am like "nigga please I run this. I am the only one I am going to take orders from. shid". But dude was on games. He wanted me to just be with him and allow him to talk to other females. I was like, "um no". My whole thing is dudes are actually more BITCH than actual BITCHES.See the whole thing is he still wants me, but I don't want him. He on facebook saying how much he love her and shit, but tell me shit like " i miss you." or "don't you miss me?" or "your lips look good right now I want to kiss them", uh no nigga BACK THEE HELL UP. I did try to take it to the next level with him, but he wasn't ready. ::Connie::

Hope

I have been calling places today. I called like 30 places and half of them are hiring. I am to siced. I need to get a job and keep it. I would be to geeked. I have to dress business casual and bring a resume. I am going to pray that I get this job.or one of the jobs from all the places I called. Well I am going to bed. I have to get up in the morning and try this bus schedule thing out in the morning. I pray that the bus makes the connect so I can make it to school at a decent time, so I can finish up this homework and class work for school tomorrow. oh my gosh I don't have anything to eat for breakfast or school. smh. I will try to get some food from my friends. Need to get ready for bed and brush my teeth. ::Connie::

20 OR 12

I need to get a job so I can start dressing like I want.The stuff I wear makes me look hella young like High Schoolish. Oh no ma. I definately need to change that. I think am going to take on polyvore and this other site to help my with my fall/winter fashion wardrobe. This is one of the few outfits that I have that looks like something my age. 

::Connie::

Tupac Shakur

 

Rest In Peace Tupac. You are gone but you are not forgotten.

You inspire me to make a change in this world.

 

I miss my natural hair I should have never relaxed it last november, but I am letting all my relaxed ends grow out so I can have my hair like this again. *tears and smh* what the fuck was I thinking. I want my hair to go back to natural because I miss it. I did my hair like that for a fashion/benefit show for a oraphange. It was cool because I got to hang out with E-Knock from Static Quo *The one who hurt his ankle*

I really enjoyed kicking it with him. I kept making him laugh. I get along with everyone regardless if they are famous or not.

I am at school, but I don't feel like goin to class. I am starting wonder about all this schooling. It cost a lot of money and what if I can't get anymore financial aid. Like is it really worth all this work ya know. Like what if I get my doctorane and can't find any jobs as a physical therapist. I am still going to fight this mental battle. I didn't have a good high experience because we moved so much. I have been to a total of 5 HS. ::Connie::

Too Funny

 ::Connie::

Before I venture off to other blog hosts like tumblr or wordpress and such. I need to master blogger. 

That is all.::Connie::

Highly Pissed

I have been looking for a job since September 2008, when I moved to Illinois. I still haven't found one. I was almost hired at Panda Express, but that didn't fall through. I am pissed off because having no job and no money is keeping me from doing me. I can't dress like I want to. I can't go far without one. I can't take trips anywhere. I can't do much. I feel like I am missing out on life. How am I supposed to be happy when I feel hopeless. I hate having to depend on other ppl because ppl are undependable. I am the only person I depend on. I don't like having to use other ppl's money. It crazy I am just going to have to go ham on applications because I will get hired. People love me I have a great personality when I am not going of on someone. I do have a temper people, but I never bring personal problems to work. I really hate fillinf out online applications because the person can't see me. Ya know!!!!::Connie::

#Chills

 Watching him dance gives me chills. I swear. I love youtube because it allows me to watch different videos of him dancing. ::Connie::

Not Interested

I am not looking for a man right now. It takes to much time and energy. I am sorry fellas. I just need to worry about me and my future. The truth is most of the time dudes dont make it to my future. My male friends do, but my ex's never. I rather be friends and know the dude in the future *if they are worthy*, then have them as boyfriends. Relationships are A LOT of work. And let's be serious...it's too much work for a male human being. They are confusing. I hate repeating myself or explaining myself. I hate trying to read minds. If you have something to say and think I should know it you should fucking say it because I will question you if don't. I rather just crush on a dude anyway because when I actually meet them or get to know them I wish I hadn't. I end up making a profile that they don't fit and end up being mad becauuse they dont fit it. o I rather watch them from a distance of become friends, it depends on the situtation. I know that sounds creepy and some what like a scaredie cat. I rather be that then hurt or heart broken. I am emotional and I tend to care a lot. Ppl have taken advantage of that, but they will get theirs TRUST.  

::Connie::

CYPHER

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S.T.

I have been very irrated lately. I think I need to be by myself for a while. It's not going to be hard for me, but others YEAH because ppl love to be around me. I really just want to be left alone real talk. I just want to focus on school. I don't want to be bothered by others. So I came up with a plan since I AM IRRATED WITH PPL, SO I AM DISTANTING MYSELF FROM PPL AND GETTING LOST IN MY THOUGHTS. I am coppin that SILENT TREATMENT ON PPL.::Connie::

I LOVE HER

 Ima need ppl to stop hating on willow smith. SHE IS NOT TRYIN TO BE RIHANNA. rihanna did not invent that hairstyle or singing like that. SHE USE TO MAKE ISLAND SONGS THEN SHE BECAME A ROCKSTAR BECAUSE HER SHIT WAS NOT SELLIN. i like riri, but I love willow smith. She is doing big things for herself. She is only 9. The Smiths ARE just talented. Sure Jaden raps better than Will, but other than that I want my family to somewhat resemble theirs. Power 92 in chicago is blasting this song on the air ways::Connie::

On the highway of natural hair

-5 months of NO HEAT

-deep conditioned weekly

-cowashed at least once a week

-moisturize ends with EVOO at least once per day

-shampoo once per week

via here

True Blue

2010 Regular Season Opponents


DATE OPPONENT (TV BROADCAST) TIME TICKETS

Sun, Sept. 12 @ Washington (NBC) 7:20 PM Travel

Sun, Sept. 19 CHICAGO (FOX) presented by Miller Lite Noon Purchase

Sun, Sept. 26 @ Houston (FOX) Noon Travel

Sun, Oct. 3 BYE

Sun, Oct. 10 TENNESSEE (CBS) presented by Bank of America 3:15 PM Purchase

Sun, Oct. 17 @ Minnesota (FOX) 3:15 PM Travel

Mon, Oct. 25 N.Y. GIANTS (ESPN/TXA 21) presented by Ford 7:30 PM Purchase

Sun, Oct. 31 JACKSONVILLE (CBS) presented by Pepsi Noon Purchase

Sun, Nov. 7 @ Green Bay (NBC) 7:20 PM Travel

Sun, Nov. 14 @ N.Y. Giants (FOX) 3:15 PM Travel

Sun, Nov. 21 DETROIT (FOX) presented by Dr Pepper Noon* Purchase

Thu., Nov. 25 NEW ORLEANS (FOX) presented by AT&T 3:15 PM Purchase

Sun, Dec. 5 @ Indianapolis (Fox) 3:15 PM* Travel

Sun, Dec. 12 PHILADELPHIA (NBC) presented by University of Phoenix 7:20 PM* Purchase

Sun, Dec. 19 WASHINGTON (FOX) Noon* Purchase

Sat, Dec. 25 @ Arizona (NFL NETWORK) 6:30 PM Travel

Sun, Jan. 2 @ Philadelphia (FOX) Noon* Travel

via official cowboys website
::Connie::

Cowboys

I never really had a football team. My uncles and other male family members were either cowboys, steelers, or redskins fans. I started to like the cowboys because of their cherleaders got so much promo. I also had some help deciding by my best friend in the world. He is a die hard cowboys fan. I use to root against him to push his buttons, but it was all love. I am a Cowboys fan and they play the redskins tonight. I am not sure if I can watch it online because we don't have cable at the moment. ::Connie::

My Class Schedule

 Mondays: World Religions @4-6:50PMTuesdays & Thursdays: Biology 112 @11AM-1:50PM & Math 096 2:30PM & 3:45PMAny Day at Any Time: Economy 201 & Gym I need to get a hold of my studies. This move has thrown me off. I need to work on a schedule that includes school, activities, job*whenever I get one*, study & homework time, and transportation time. In my World Religions class I am getting paid to take notes. I am getting $8.25 per hour for three hours every monday.::Connie::

*Mouth-watering*

::Connie::

New House

 

I moved into the new house FINALLY. I still have a lot of unpaking to do. I will upload some new pics, when I do fix the room up. I have have to put together a bed/chair, nightstand and a dresser.

  ::Connie::

What grinds my gears???

(pic credit from google)

I hate when I am on facebook and someone IM's me. I don't get on fb to chat. I get on and get off. I don't be on there to talk to ppl like that.

::Connie::

The Fourth Kind

Just finished watching the movie. It was veryy interesting. I took some snapshots 

This looks creepy.

look at her jaw

I am on the fence about this moive not sure what I believe.

 ::Connie::

Undecided

I have been thinking about dying my hair again, but I don't know what color I want. I am between a few colors. ::Connie::

♥

 ::Connie::

#Team Tyga

So word on the street is that Drake and Tyga are coming to Chicago. I hop I can see them, well at least Tyga. I am a big fan.  

::Connie::

Too True

She lucky!!! ::Connie::

Yuup.

I can't wait until Passion, Pain & Pleasure drop on the 14th. I will cop it. 

Track List:

01. Here We Go Again (Interlude)

02. Love Faces

03. Massage

04. Alone

05. Bottoms Up (Feat. Nicki Minaj)

06. Pain (Interlude)

07. Can’t Be Friends

08. Please Return My Call

09. Made To Be Together

10. Pleasure (Interlude)

11. Red Lipstick

12. The Usual (Feat. Drake)

13. Doorbell

14. Passion (Interlude)

15. Unfortunate

16. Blind

17. You Just Need Me
 
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Loyality

 

Trigga Trey aka Mr. Steal Yo Girl

This dude has a ton of mixtapes 

Here are some of Trey Songz’s mixtapes:

"Prince of Va"
"Swagga Like Songz"

"Anticipation"

"In My Mind"

"The Ladies Choice"

"The Ladies Choice 2"

"The Ladies Choice 3"

"I Be Like Yuuuup!"

"The Prince of R&B"

"Genesis"

"Covers & Pillows"

"Diary of Songz"

"I Need a Girl"

"The Gentlemens Club"

"I Am Trigga"

"More Than Ready"

"Nothin' Is Safe"

"Murder He Wrote"

"Blame It On Trey"

"R&B Blue Print"

"R&B Thug"

"The Official Trey Songz Mixtape"
 

  Trey Songz – The Official Trey Songz Mixtape

::Connie::

Somebody is watching me

So I had an encounter with a squirel a few minutes. I saw him walking around and decided to get him some fries (I am not one who shares her food like that). The squirel had like seven of them. When I finished he was looking for more, THEN he tried to come close to me. THEN he was stalking me from around bushes and shit and know he is looking at me right now.. I swear. I tried to be nice and feed his ass but now he is crazy. He is still watching me and my sister. Video to be posted later. ::Connie::

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Moving Day and Night

I have been moving on and off since yesterday at 3 pm. I am too siced about my new room. I had to re-pack stuff and load it on the U-HAUL truck. I un-loaded by myself. I hurt my leg. It's soar now.Then I went to sleep this morning and had to wake up after two hours of sleep and load the truck. After that I went to eat at ihop. I don't like pancakes, so I ordered Bacon Cheeseburger and season fries. I smashed that shit.::Connie::

I NEED THE COLLECT MYSELF

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Yay. I am finally moving *tears* I am too pressed.I will update the blog later wit pics                                                ::Connie::

Yea I don't reallly like this picture, but it's somewhat recent

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