So AND?

So yesterday I changed my relationship status on my facebook page from "single" to "it's complicated". Well it is complicated!!!!


I then went on commenting

"Its complicated because I am complicated.
I dont seem to trust guys. y? because you have hidden agendas.
so every dude that has any interest in me, whether wit good intentions or not i dont believe them.
no matter how many times they tell me they are different.
So until i can spot the real from the fake.
im off the market.
once i get to know a dude on a level im comfortable wit ill start to trust them.
now if you rush things or try to ima have a guard up or still keep the one i alreay have up.

AND

"I try not to take an interest any dude because end up disappointed in the end.
i tend to see the good in dudes and end up played in the end.
i mean i always put in 200% and only get .5% back.
yeah i know there are good guys out there and i know there are some in front of me but i problem is im not attracted to them.
whether on a physical level, mental level or emotional level.
i would love all three but one would do fine."