Light Bulb!?!?!?!?!?

I must realize that I am truly alone in this world.

I mean ppl say they will be there for me, but when I do happen to reach out for some help or something all I hear is crickets. So what that being said.
I AM GOING TO BE LESS DEPENDENT OF PPL. I am going to stop including ppl in my plans.
I will just document stuff and you will see it on here. No more being the nice chick. I have to grow some permanent balls and keep them. So with that being said fuck feelings, emotions, and all that soft shit. It's time to get my own shit. I don't need anyone pulling me down.