I need to get in touch with myself again. I need to realize that no dude has got my back. All they want to do is fuck and will do anything to do it. Once they fuck it is like you are disposible. I have heard and read plenty of stories from females. Now im not saying most dudes are like this but MOST are. Most dont want to committe, just fuck or whatever. And some of the ones that are in a relationship cheat or are with someone who cheats on them. Relationships are harder than learning a new language. I want a relationship but i dont feel like getting to really know someone and learn to trust them. I mean guys just dont give a care. If it aint about fucking than it aint about shit.

I have been really busy with school. I havent been bloggin much. I only have like 4 or 5 weeks left. I am happy. I am still looking for a job doe. Ima keep applyin to places until i get hired. I will be startin to call them. On the 19th mcdonalds is hiring and i plan on goin to like 3 or 4 of them.

Oh yeah and me my crush from my basketball class had a fall out and he stop talking to me. I am going to be alone for ever.

I am about to have a FULL ASS HOUSE. Ugh. I guess Im have to just deal with it. Thus is life.

UNTITLED.

Today was 84 degrees outside and it felt like it. I swear. I was dying, but I was enjoying the weather very much. I went to a cookout today and enjoyed it very much.::Connie Ambitious::

New Obsession

I went thrifting the other day. I am getting ready for the summer. I found some ralph lauren shorts that would cost $80 *googled it* only for $3. I was winning. I bought them for a friend. I need to make sure i take a list in there with me so i wont buy stuff i dont need. lol.  ::Connie Ambitious::

Click Click Click Flash

I have a camera that I don't hardly use. I need to start using it more. I mean shit I got it to document my life and never use #shame. I will start taking pictures everyday and everywhere I go. I will post the ones that best fit the post or something like that.

i am loving this outfit though *pic i found*

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Omg I experienced the worst spring break ever lol. Nightmare after nightmare. Hotel party from hell. Frat party of doom. Car ride of death. It is funny how fucking crazy was.anywho im done thinking about it. ::Connie Ambitious::

On Repeat

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I not a player I just crush a lot.....

This week has been confusing. I have gotten close to one of my crushes brothers and realized that I have a thing for him, but look the whole thing is complicated. I have really been playing with fire and here is why. I always thought my crushes brother was attractive, but i never did anything with that. When the school year started. I took about two weeks to peep who i was going to get to know and possibly date. The dating part *PAUSE* A lot of dudes seems to like me...but the ones i tend to like try to play hard to get. *PLAY* isn't really working that well for me. I mean I am a young lady with a plan which is school and money. I really don't have time for drama (it still finds a way to include me). Anywho I find a handful of dudes that caught me eye. The first one that caught my eye was this tall athletic built basketball player with tats, I will call him HF. The next was this dude I met at a club *hey not everyone that goes to a club is on some bull.<<<
 So tell me why I got to hang out with HF, the brother and dude in my class AT THE SAME TIME. I nearly died. one they all know I like them, and I finally got over my huge huge crush on hf.
got to get ready for class....::Connie Ambitious::