Highly Pissed

I have been looking for a job since September 2008, when I moved to Illinois. I still haven't found one. I was almost hired at Panda Express, but that didn't fall through. I am pissed off because having no job and no money is keeping me from doing me. I can't dress like I want to. I can't go far without one. I can't take trips anywhere. I can't do much. I feel like I am missing out on life. How am I supposed to be happy when I feel hopeless. I hate having to depend on other ppl because ppl are undependable. I am the only person I depend on. I don't like having to use other ppl's money. It crazy I am just going to have to go ham on applications because I will get hired. People love me I have a great personality when I am not going of on someone. I do have a temper people, but I never bring personal problems to work. I really hate fillinf out online applications because the person can't see me. Ya know!!!!::Connie::

#Chills

 Watching him dance gives me chills. I swear. I love youtube because it allows me to watch different videos of him dancing. ::Connie::

Not Interested

I am not looking for a man right now. It takes to much time and energy. I am sorry fellas. I just need to worry about me and my future. The truth is most of the time dudes dont make it to my future. My male friends do, but my ex's never. I rather be friends and know the dude in the future *if they are worthy*, then have them as boyfriends. Relationships are A LOT of work. And let's be serious...it's too much work for a male human being. They are confusing. I hate repeating myself or explaining myself. I hate trying to read minds. If you have something to say and think I should know it you should fucking say it because I will question you if don't. I rather just crush on a dude anyway because when I actually meet them or get to know them I wish I hadn't. I end up making a profile that they don't fit and end up being mad becauuse they dont fit it. o I rather watch them from a distance of become friends, it depends on the situtation. I know that sounds creepy and some what like a scaredie cat. I rather be that then hurt or heart broken. I am emotional and I tend to care a lot. Ppl have taken advantage of that, but they will get theirs TRUST.  

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CYPHER

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S.T.

I have been very irrated lately. I think I need to be by myself for a while. It's not going to be hard for me, but others YEAH because ppl love to be around me. I really just want to be left alone real talk. I just want to focus on school. I don't want to be bothered by others. So I came up with a plan since I AM IRRATED WITH PPL, SO I AM DISTANTING MYSELF FROM PPL AND GETTING LOST IN MY THOUGHTS. I am coppin that SILENT TREATMENT ON PPL.::Connie::

I LOVE HER

 Ima need ppl to stop hating on willow smith. SHE IS NOT TRYIN TO BE RIHANNA. rihanna did not invent that hairstyle or singing like that. SHE USE TO MAKE ISLAND SONGS THEN SHE BECAME A ROCKSTAR BECAUSE HER SHIT WAS NOT SELLIN. i like riri, but I love willow smith. She is doing big things for herself. She is only 9. The Smiths ARE just talented. Sure Jaden raps better than Will, but other than that I want my family to somewhat resemble theirs. Power 92 in chicago is blasting this song on the air ways::Connie::

On the highway of natural hair

-5 months of NO HEAT

-deep conditioned weekly

-cowashed at least once a week

-moisturize ends with EVOO at least once per day

-shampoo once per week

via here

True Blue

2010 Regular Season Opponents


DATE OPPONENT (TV BROADCAST) TIME TICKETS

Sun, Sept. 12 @ Washington (NBC) 7:20 PM Travel

Sun, Sept. 19 CHICAGO (FOX) presented by Miller Lite Noon Purchase

Sun, Sept. 26 @ Houston (FOX) Noon Travel

Sun, Oct. 3 BYE

Sun, Oct. 10 TENNESSEE (CBS) presented by Bank of America 3:15 PM Purchase

Sun, Oct. 17 @ Minnesota (FOX) 3:15 PM Travel

Mon, Oct. 25 N.Y. GIANTS (ESPN/TXA 21) presented by Ford 7:30 PM Purchase

Sun, Oct. 31 JACKSONVILLE (CBS) presented by Pepsi Noon Purchase

Sun, Nov. 7 @ Green Bay (NBC) 7:20 PM Travel

Sun, Nov. 14 @ N.Y. Giants (FOX) 3:15 PM Travel

Sun, Nov. 21 DETROIT (FOX) presented by Dr Pepper Noon* Purchase

Thu., Nov. 25 NEW ORLEANS (FOX) presented by AT&T 3:15 PM Purchase

Sun, Dec. 5 @ Indianapolis (Fox) 3:15 PM* Travel

Sun, Dec. 12 PHILADELPHIA (NBC) presented by University of Phoenix 7:20 PM* Purchase

Sun, Dec. 19 WASHINGTON (FOX) Noon* Purchase

Sat, Dec. 25 @ Arizona (NFL NETWORK) 6:30 PM Travel

Sun, Jan. 2 @ Philadelphia (FOX) Noon* Travel

via official cowboys website
::Connie::

Cowboys

I never really had a football team. My uncles and other male family members were either cowboys, steelers, or redskins fans. I started to like the cowboys because of their cherleaders got so much promo. I also had some help deciding by my best friend in the world. He is a die hard cowboys fan. I use to root against him to push his buttons, but it was all love. I am a Cowboys fan and they play the redskins tonight. I am not sure if I can watch it online because we don't have cable at the moment. ::Connie::

My Class Schedule

 Mondays: World Religions @4-6:50PMTuesdays & Thursdays: Biology 112 @11AM-1:50PM & Math 096 2:30PM & 3:45PMAny Day at Any Time: Economy 201 & Gym I need to get a hold of my studies. This move has thrown me off. I need to work on a schedule that includes school, activities, job*whenever I get one*, study & homework time, and transportation time. In my World Religions class I am getting paid to take notes. I am getting $8.25 per hour for three hours every monday.::Connie::