OLD, but NEW

I always blog about how I am going to come back, but never do. I have been working on ANOTHER PAGE and I figured that nothing is wrong with this page at all. I just need to invest time in it. See me and time never see eye to eye. I mean besides this page has history, dating back to 2009. I am going through the blog a tidying it up a bit, by uploading a template I purchased and taking time to learn the  ins and outs of blogger.

A Blast From the Past

My old school ID from college.

I am fresh out of A Schooll. I have my old job back. I miss my active pay, but this is just a transitional job. 

::Always remember to love thy self!!!::

Kik Me

This is my favorite show...ADVENTURE TIME!!!! But for real though

Kik: ConnieAmbitious

Posted

I just got in from PT looking beat. I had  a great workout though. Circuits are fun. What are circuits they are like obstacles course type exercise. I love it. I need to shower. Guess who is duty free. 🙋 I am. I have class at 1500. Oh in case you haven't figured out by now. I finally joined the Navy.

I need to start studying. I have a block test tomorrow. I pray I do well. UTCN REID.

Silly B's...

I couldn't sleep.....


For years, I have grown used to females not liking me. For whatever reason it may be. I have always gotten side eyes from females for just hanging with dudes (especially the they crush on). I mean I can't help it if I dude likes me. My Ex (who I am cool with on and off again) kept talking about me to chicks who seem to like him and they seem to hated me. They say if someone hate on you they secretly like you.

Of all the chicks I have had problems with, Jasmine is the most annoying person I have ever met. Now, it might look that this is all about the dude, BUT I WILL NEVER FIGHT OVER A DUDE EVERRRRR!!!!!!

She came up with the story I wanted her man, when in fact he wanted me (long before she even was in the picture), but me and him were just friends, She has always been jealous of me because I am myself. I don't know if it is because I am pretty, funny, intelligent, a great dresser, AND people are drawn to me. I don't know. She denies it, when in fact I have heard her say it over the phone more than once. I know this seem childish that I am still going at it with her, but I am not going to let a chick keep trying me, and trying me. 

We go back in forth on the internet all the time. She doesn't even know how to argue right. All her insults include, "BITCH, HOE, SLUT, AND THOT"! She isn't creative enough to insult me lol. She can't spell, nor use proper punctuation marks, but this bitch said she used to "write" for a magazine. I am sure she had to use spell check a lot. I mean how can I take a bitch serious who doesn't know the difference between but and butt. I don't know maybe she has more than just a psychological problem. If she had a learning disability then I would let that slide. 

How can I take chick serious that lied to her ex about being pregnant so he can try to trap him? I learned later that she ended up getting pregnant, but her math was saying she was pregnant for a year! I mean sure he has some part in this whole beef. His part: He had no backbone. He let her control him.

Once again, THIS BEEF WASN'T OVER THE DUDE. She annoyed me and she is the type of female. I could and would never be...what female is that? An Attention seeking cunt. Always loud to be seen! Always in someone's face! 

She was talking out the side of her neck when I came to visit the old job. Like bitch I IGNORED YOU!!! I wasn't there for her. I also ignore the backstabbing unloyal bitch Chanel. I knew she was starting to like that bitch. People warned me about her, but I still tried to give her a chance. That is what I get. I didn't even know she was working there at the time I visited. Bitch you look like a pregnant hobbit looking at me and talking under her breath. Next time speak louder, so I can slap you. I don't fight at jobs that is basic bitch type things. After today I want to put this behind me, but if SHE EVER tries to run up on me SHE CAN CATCH THESE HANDS. 

 Let me try to sleep before we have a random all hands muster! I will add the twitter and ig

I'm back for good this time

I should be sleep right now, but I can't sleep. I have so much going through my mind. I am basically too goal driven right now. I should sleep because I am going to regret this and I have PT in the morning (Less than 3 hours to be exact). 

Thoughts through my mine: 

1. Will Corey and I be together or will we do this little dance forever? or will we just date other people?*

*A little before I went on my winter break I got into it with Corey about

I am going to be working on this blog, my tumblr, and my website. ✌ Night

Raybans

I am the owner of two pairs of RayBans. I didn't pay a thing for them, they were given to me.

Panties in a bunch

I am starting a Victoria's Secret Pink collection. Dope. I went from a small to a medium. I am gaining hips. Lol. It is fine with me. I plan on being thick in like 3 years. I plan on having long hair, clear skin, pretty straight teeth, and a banging body: hips, ass, thighs, abs a toned stomach.

school

School starts in a week and I am happy an sad at the same time. I am sad because my summer didn't go as planned. I stayed busy though, but I feel as though I didn't do enough. I guess I am making up for it this whole next week. I started to work out too. I love it. I am going to get my ideal body . I have classes on Monday's and Wednesday's and meeting on Monday's and meetings. I am in student government at my school. I have came a long way since black student union. I am trying to get a job downtown, so this bus pass I have can get used like it should. I am trying to work in retail, but if this fast food job falls through...I guess that is just as good. I would be making money downtown. I really love downtown Chicago because there is always something to do. I am looking for some more friends that are like me, which is artsy.

My sports

I have always loved track and basketball. I did lose the love for both sports over the years, but I gained it back. These are my stress relievers.

I am taking a break from my instagram and twitter. I just need more time to focus on myself

7.19.2012

Has some of you guys know, me and G broke up. I guess it wasn't meant to be and I am starting to be okay with that. We are not really talking like that because we need space and he has a girlfriend now. That is pretty much it. We are trying to remain friends, but I don't know. This was my first official relationship AND first heartbreak. I believe God has other plans for me. I don't think I need to be in a relationship now. I need to just be by myself to focus on building an empire of my own without any distractions.

True

Hello there!

New job

I got a new job, but I am not too sure about it. I am still going to be looking

Gone for a minute...Now I am back!!!

I am no longer in a relationship. It is a long story. Me and my ex still remain good friends. I don't like the girl he is with, but I mean it is whatever.

I am in the Student Government at my school. The whole school voted for me to be the Secretary. I can't wait to start the school year. This will be an all Black Student Government. Whoa watch out now.

I am also looking for another job. Five Guys let me and a handful of people go do to lack of hours. I am looking for a job anywhere now. I have bills to pay. I am still at Bath and Bodyworks. I want to work mornings.

I am also 22 now, and I bought myself a lil putt putt. I also am a pround owner of a REAL LV purse.

I am hanging out in the actually city more. I love downtown. Chicago.

I also met TEYANA TAYLOR!!!!

I am also beginning the process to enlist in the US Navy!!!!

I need to workout more!!!!

::Always remember to love thy self!!!::

Better Late Than Never

Three weeks ago, I went ice skating with boyfriend, G at the Millennium Park in Downtown Chicago. It was the first time I have been ice skating since the 2nd grade. When I was younger, I used to want to be a ice skater. I also use to watch the figure skating on t.v. all the time. I was so in love with Michelle Kwan (I am not sure if I spelled that right). I ran into an old classmate from one of my college classes, on the Metra (Train in Illinois), and we had fun catching up. She told me that she was on her way to go ice skating as well. My boyfriend, G didn't even know how to ice skate, but he turned out to be good. The weather was not too bad. I wish I had my own pair of skates, so skating would be free for me. Me, G, my friend and her guy didnt know how to skate. We just thought it would be a great exprience. 

::Always remember to love thy self!!!::

Bulls

New Year's Eve

My NYE didn't turn out the way I wanted to. I basically stayed in the house. I was mad. I have been here for like 3 going on four years and I still don't know where the parties are at. I think the people I consider friends or assoicates need to get replaced because they aren't working out for me. I don't get how you are from Chicago, but don't really know where things are. I am trying to chill on the cussin that was one of my NYR. That really blows me because I am the foreigner here, I am from a different state, city and coast. .::Connie Ambitious::

What is new?

I been focusing one my money. I got two new tats. My hair is braided.