I need to get in touch with myself again. I need to realize that no dude has got my back. All they want to do is fuck and will do anything to do it. Once they fuck it is like you are disposible. I have heard and read plenty of stories from females. Now im not saying most dudes are like this but MOST are. Most dont want to committe, just fuck or whatever. And some of the ones that are in a relationship cheat or are with someone who cheats on them. Relationships are harder than learning a new language. I want a relationship but i dont feel like getting to really know someone and learn to trust them. I mean guys just dont give a care. If it aint about fucking than it aint about shit.