School + Part-Time School job = smiles ::Connie::

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Ok I need to try not to eat this money away. I am a fat ass, and spend most of my money on food, so I am going to TRY to save some so I can do other stuff with it. Like get my nails done, buy some new headphones, go to $5 monday and see a movie, go to the city and do something cheap, or whatever else comes to my mind.  I am also going to take more pics today. I  have tryouts/practice today so O_o. I wonder whats going to be in store for that. 

::Connie::

#facebook rant

 

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Ugh. Why is the dude I love in another state? I just want to be with him. I tried to date other dudes, but it seems pointless. The one person I want to be with I can't. I hate that we live in two different states. It makes everything hard. There are a lot of things that I would love to do with him. I can't even do things couples do. And the dudes I talk to don't want to do much. They are boring. All they want to do is be lil players and shit. I am tired of trying to find someone that can come close to you. I swear I live in a fantasy world because reality is not what it seems. I have a very creative imagination. I don't even think there is even a point in trying anymore. I AM TIRED. I am tired of doing that getting to know you stage with dudes. I mean they say they want to get to know me but they actually don't.  ::Connie::

A must see. I CAN'T WAIT.

 ::Connie::

So I didn't get the job *tear*, I am a lil disappointed, but thats their lost. I know what I can do. I hate RESUMES. Oh well back to the drawing boards. I received my first paycheck from the school. I have a lil problem because $25 is missing. I will have to talk to someone about that because I need my monies 

::Connie::

Night Stand

I put my night stand together yesterday 

yeah I worked so hard on this thing. I don't even want to look at it.

&heart;

::Connie::

Purple and Green

Tryouts was crazy. Ok first we signed this paper saying that the school wasn't liable for us if we get hurt. I am like ok I don't have any insurance. We learned a cheer "Go Purple" *motions* "Go Green" *motions* Go P-S-C *motions*.I need to practice that.  Then coach asked us if any of us stunted before I ain't say anything (only because the last time I didn't count it as a stunt. I was hella scared.) Coach was like "Consuella raise your hand". I did. they put me up in the air after a few tries. I move too fast for them. I must remember to wait for them to count because we are working as a team. I need to practice that as well.   

 

somethinglike this but it was three people

We also worked on our jumps. I don't like them. I don't know how to do a pikes or a toe touches that well they look weak.

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toe touch

Coach is still in the process of picking the team. Even though 4 girls are already guarnteed a spot. *thinking some things to myself. I really hope that this Cheerleading Season is organized because the one last year wasn't. I only have cheered one year and I still am at beginner's level in my book.  I think I am going to have to go into self-teaching mode. I am going to do some research because I don't like to be the weakest link. I might be being a lil hard on myself, but I am some what of a perfectionist. I really want to be on the team.  Our next meeting/tryouts/practice is on Tuesday September 21st, 2010 @5:45 pm  I will be there early and ready to learn.::Connie::

It's that Time

Today is the day I have been waiting on. I have tryouts. I want to be on the team, but if I don't make it for some odd reason  than I ain't gon cry. I already have my hands full with other things anyways. I am just going because I told other ppl I was. 

 Old picI was at practice. I hate them damn loose shorts.  ::Connie::