Brains, Beauty & Swag

9/20/2010

Ugh. Why is the dude I love in another state? I just want to be with him. I tried to date other dudes, but it seems pointless. The one person I want to be with I can't. I hate that we live in two different states. It makes everything hard. There are a lot of things that I would love to do with him. I can't even do things couples do. And the dudes I talk to don't want to do much. They are boring. All they want to do is be lil players and shit. I am tired of trying to find someone that can come close to you. I swear I live in a fantasy world because reality is not what it seems. I have a very creative imagination. I don't even think there is even a point in trying anymore. I AM TIRED. I am tired of doing that getting to know you stage with dudes. I mean they say they want to get to know me but they actually don't. ::Connie::

A must see. I CAN'T WAIT.

::Connie::

So I didn't get the job *tear*, I am a lil disappointed, but thats their lost. I know what I can do. I hate RESUMES. Oh well back to the drawing boards. I received my first paycheck from the school. I have a lil problem because $25 is missing. I will have to talk to someone about that because I need my monies

::Connie::

Night Stand

I put my night stand together yesterday

yeah I worked so hard on this thing. I don't even want to look at it.

9/19/2010

&heart;

::Connie::

Purple and Green

Tryouts was crazy. Ok first we signed this paper saying that the school wasn't liable for us if we get hurt. I am like ok I don't have any insurance. We learned a cheer "Go Purple" *motions* "Go Green" *motions* Go P-S-C *motions*.I need to practice that. Then coach asked us if any of us stunted before I ain't say anything (only because the last time I didn't count it as a stunt. I was hella scared.) Coach was like "Consuella raise your hand". I did. they put me up in the air after a few tries. I move too fast for them. I must remember to wait for them to count because we are working as a team. I need to practice that as well.

somethinglike this but it was three people

We also worked on our jumps. I don't like them. I don't know how to do a pikes or a toe touches that well they look weak.

pike

toe touch

Coach is still in the process of picking the team. Even though 4 girls are already guarnteed a spot. *thinking some things to myself. I really hope that this Cheerleading Season is organized because the one last year wasn't. I only have cheered one year and I still am at beginner's level in my book. I think I am going to have to go into self-teaching mode. I am going to do some research because I don't like to be the weakest link. I might be being a lil hard on myself, but I am some what of a perfectionist. I really want to be on the team. Our next meeting/tryouts/practice is on Tuesday September 21st, 2010 @5:45 pm I will be there early and ready to learn.::Connie::

9/18/2010

It's that Time

Today is the day I have been waiting on. I have tryouts. I want to be on the team, but if I don't make it for some odd reason than I ain't gon cry. I already have my hands full with other things anyways. I am just going because I told other ppl I was.

Old picI was at practice. I hate them damn loose shorts. ::Connie::

9/16/2010

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::Connie::

2 More Days

In two days, I will be trying oout for cheerleading again. I pray that I make it on the team, but everytime I try out (this will be the third we had one this summer that didn't even count) Coach is like "I thought you wasn't trying out". I am like "I wasn't sure if I was doing to be able to do it do to family issuses. My whole thing is who is telling Coach this things because I am not. I do post things on FACEBOOK, but for one you shouldn't take anything one facebook too seriously because of many reasons.Reason Number 1. It's just facebook.

Reason Number 2. It's part of the story not the whole story.

Reason Number 3. It's my damn business if anyone is going to tell her ANYTHING ABOUT ME LET IT COME FROM ME.

Reason Number 4. You have got to be a hater, if every move I make you right behind me making it.

(Come on now my life is not that interesting I only make it appear that way sometimes).

All these reasons add up to o

*My bestie has just oovoo'd me*

Ok like I was saying " All these reasons add up to one thing....There is a hater around me. I AM NOT SURE IF IT'S A FELLOW CHEERLEADER, but there is a snake hiding and I will find them.