I need to watch my mouth I curse too much, but it;s like a second language to me lol.

::Connie::

I am just saying

I hate when I am blogging and there is someone over my shoulder trying to read what I am typing. NO NO NO, if you want to read what I am saying wait until I publish it. Don't try sneak a peak. 

This pic is from earlier this year. I am no longer a blonde. I am thinking about going blonde again.

::Connie::

Really Chick Really???

This rachet ass female going text me from this dude I use to talk to's phone "saying bitch you ugly and you a hoe" and all this other stuff. I am like hold up hold the ef up. I thought is was that dude, so I was caught off guard and all lil hurt. I texted him to see how he was because his cousin who he call his brother died or whatever, but that was earlier in the day. I didn't really expect him to text me back for one because his response time for texting back is shitty. anywho she cussed me out and I was like ok this must be a female because this nigga know  better to come at me with MAJOR dissrespect, especially when I didn't do anything wrong. so then she was like this his girl. I am like yeah you got the girl part right. anyway she must have been bored and went there is phone or whatever. My whole thing is that is childish as hell. She must think I want her man or whatever, but he is not my type. I was trying my whole thing at dating. It actually isn't going well, but it doesn't matter because I put dating on hold right now.SN: I hate when I dude I am talking to or  ot even talking talking too, tries to tell me what to do. I am like "nigga please I run this. I am the only one I am going to take orders from. shid". But dude was on games. He wanted me to just be with him and allow him to talk to other females. I was like, "um no". My whole thing is dudes are actually more BITCH than actual BITCHES.See the whole thing is he still wants me, but I don't want him. He on facebook saying how much he love her and shit, but tell me shit like " i miss you." or "don't you miss me?" or "your lips look good right now I want to kiss them", uh no nigga BACK THEE HELL UP. I did try to take it to the next level with him, but he wasn't ready. ::Connie::

Hope

I have been calling places today. I called like 30 places and half of them are hiring. I am to siced. I need to get a job and keep it. I would be to geeked. I have to dress business casual and bring a resume. I am going to pray that I get this job.or one of the jobs from all the places I called. Well I am going to bed. I have to get up in the morning and try this bus schedule thing out in the morning. I pray that the bus makes the connect so I can make it to school at a decent time, so I can finish up this homework and class work for school tomorrow. oh my gosh I don't have anything to eat for breakfast or school. smh. I will try to get some food from my friends. Need to get ready for bed and brush my teeth. ::Connie::

20 OR 12

I need to get a job so I can start dressing like I want.The stuff I wear makes me look hella young like High Schoolish. Oh no ma. I definately need to change that. I think am going to take on polyvore and this other site to help my with my fall/winter fashion wardrobe. This is one of the few outfits that I have that looks like something my age. 

::Connie::

Tupac Shakur

 

Rest In Peace Tupac. You are gone but you are not forgotten.

You inspire me to make a change in this world.

 

I miss my natural hair I should have never relaxed it last november, but I am letting all my relaxed ends grow out so I can have my hair like this again. *tears and smh* what the fuck was I thinking. I want my hair to go back to natural because I miss it. I did my hair like that for a fashion/benefit show for a oraphange. It was cool because I got to hang out with E-Knock from Static Quo *The one who hurt his ankle*

I really enjoyed kicking it with him. I kept making him laugh. I get along with everyone regardless if they are famous or not.

I am at school, but I don't feel like goin to class. I am starting wonder about all this schooling. It cost a lot of money and what if I can't get anymore financial aid. Like is it really worth all this work ya know. Like what if I get my doctorane and can't find any jobs as a physical therapist. I am still going to fight this mental battle. I didn't have a good high experience because we moved so much. I have been to a total of 5 HS. ::Connie::

Too Funny

 ::Connie::

Before I venture off to other blog hosts like tumblr or wordpress and such. I need to master blogger. 

That is all.::Connie::