It is to the point when i look at dudes and i be like, "sure he look good, but he is probably just like the rest". I swear that is a bad thing to think, but i end up being right. They always do.

School is coming to an end and to tell you the truth, i am happy. This school year has been tough. I have made a lot of connections with the faculity and staff at my college which is good. This year needs to hurry up and be in the past. I can say that my organization BSU won 5 of 6 awards at the student leadership awards at my school. We had HATERS. I can say that I have seen peoples true colors this semester. I have made friendships closer and gain many acquintances. I learned about myself. To be continued in part 2......

New Piercings

I was late week I got two piercings and the total was $30. I got my belly button and nose done.
::Connie Ambitious::

I need to get in touch with myself again. I need to realize that no dude has got my back. All they want to do is fuck and will do anything to do it. Once they fuck it is like you are disposible. I have heard and read plenty of stories from females. Now im not saying most dudes are like this but MOST are. Most dont want to committe, just fuck or whatever. And some of the ones that are in a relationship cheat or are with someone who cheats on them. Relationships are harder than learning a new language. I want a relationship but i dont feel like getting to really know someone and learn to trust them. I mean guys just dont give a care. If it aint about fucking than it aint about shit.

I have been really busy with school. I havent been bloggin much. I only have like 4 or 5 weeks left. I am happy. I am still looking for a job doe. Ima keep applyin to places until i get hired. I will be startin to call them. On the 19th mcdonalds is hiring and i plan on goin to like 3 or 4 of them.

Oh yeah and me my crush from my basketball class had a fall out and he stop talking to me. I am going to be alone for ever.

I am about to have a FULL ASS HOUSE. Ugh. I guess Im have to just deal with it. Thus is life.

UNTITLED.

Today was 84 degrees outside and it felt like it. I swear. I was dying, but I was enjoying the weather very much. I went to a cookout today and enjoyed it very much.::Connie Ambitious::

New Obsession

I went thrifting the other day. I am getting ready for the summer. I found some ralph lauren shorts that would cost $80 *googled it* only for $3. I was winning. I bought them for a friend. I need to make sure i take a list in there with me so i wont buy stuff i dont need. lol.  ::Connie Ambitious::

Click Click Click Flash

I have a camera that I don't hardly use. I need to start using it more. I mean shit I got it to document my life and never use #shame. I will start taking pictures everyday and everywhere I go. I will post the ones that best fit the post or something like that.

i am loving this outfit though *pic i found*

 ::Connie Ambitious::